I fell hard
And the delicate blow glass shapes in me
Shattered into smithereens
The curves, the bends, the swells and the mounds
Came down
Shriveled into sparkling grains of nothing
My eyes rolled to the tilted corner of the rickety table I fell
on
Eyes of jade
With specks of quartz
I saw my brow
Lying flat on the ground
A marble slab carved with a void
My sparkling tongue of topaz blue
Lay nearby
Pulsating with the last bits of life
My ruby lips, turned to garnet where blood dried
My hands snagging on the thick sheets of time
With shrapnel in place of finger nails
My feet are still planted firmly
But the cracks in the ground run up my ankles
To my knees, into my chest
There will be cracks in my heart
There is blood
Oozing out of crystalline pureness of glass
There is pain resting in each broken chard
I try to recall the moment of divinity
The moment of grace
The moment of nirvana
The point from where I fell
I fell hard
Through the arms of those who could have caught me
Or so I wanted to believe